I
figure one thing out, and then another unknown comes flying my way. I finally have realized this is how life
works. What should I eat? Who should I be friends with? What should I be when I
grow up? Is this really a good idea? Decisions, decisions, decisions…
My
mind is constantly in panic because of all these choices! I’ve had a constant
headache for the past two weeks because I think way too much about everything.
It doesn’t matter if it’s a big decisions or a small one. I always wonder, “How
will this affect me later in life?” I want to do the right thing, but I don’t
know what the right thing is. The last thing I want to do is be filled with
regret, but I don’t want to miss out on opportunities because I’m too busy weighing
the pros and the cons.
My
gut, head, and heart always pull me in different directions. Lately every
single decision I make seems like the wrong one. No matter what I say or do, my
friends, family, neighbors, coworkers, coach, or boss will be unhappy with me I’m
sick of it. I should be making decisions based on what I want to do and what I believe
is best. I need to find the balance of
over thinking and not thinking at all. I have a brain, and I trust it.
Hopefully people can learn to trust me.
